By Lucy Bartholomew
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21 Aug, 2019
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Nobody is perfect and everyone is learning. Sometimes we have to learn a few times to really remember and sometimes life gives us a lesson so strong that we learn straight away. I ran my first 100km when I was 15 and since then have pretty much run year-round flying between the European/ American season and the never-ending season of the southern hemisphere. It’s great there are so many races, it can also be really dangerous and hard to say ‘perhaps not this year’. Every year I have finished and told myself that I would take some time off, but then, as usual, I found myself signing up to share in a race weekend, making next year plans and starting to prepare early for them…. I got away with it for 8 years now but something is different- no longer can you just run races easy and still find success, these fields are getting deeper and deeper and this is so cool but also takes so much more energy to train, prepare, share and race these weekends; good or bad the body was pushed, the energy was used and there needs to be that balanced time of rest and recovery. I finished last year knowing I was lucky to make it through with a start and finish of each race, some good racing and some amazing travel and experiences but I said that whilst I wanted to replicate my preparation for races I was going to have to change the balanced rest time. So here is that lesson learnt. I really wanted to be intuitive with the back half of this season and take a breath asking myself: “do I WANT to run this race” or do I feel like I ‘HAVE to’. Truth is, I don’t have to do anything but sometimes you can find that everyone is doing something and maybe a need to be apart of that…. Breaking news; you can be apart of a weekend, positively impact the world, recharge your batteries, fill your soul with good memories and have sore legs from jumping up and down to cheer- you don’t always need a bib. I ran the UTMB route over 4 days with a group of the Salomon Running team and it was a pleasure to share these days of running and these nights of eating and laughing. But as I travelled the route of the UTMB and the CCC (the last 100km of the UTMB) I realised that I had no desire to push myself on these trails in a few weeks, I was so content moving slowly, taking a sandwich on the col’s, sharing a summit with others, asking hikers about their journey, stopping to fix people that don't know how to do their Salomon lace up right and picking berries on the way. I want you to know that I am not sad about not racing, I am more excited about how I can now put my energy into others, help people achieve their goals and continue to work steadily towards mine without digging deeper into a hole that will either leave me not enjoying the sport of running, injured or unhappy. Just make sure to recognise your words: do you WANT to, do you NEED to, or do you HAVE to. Because having this choice is a privilege I think we sometimes don’t know we have! Happy training, racing, spectating, recovering, nourishing, thriving and dreaming!